Friday, October 8, 2010

better to busy than bored, i always say

and busy i am, so why am i still fat?

we'll see.  i had some blood drawn this a.m. so my doctor can check my TSH and T4 hormone levels and, crazy as it sounds, i'm kind of hoping they're all wonky (at least a little) least there would be a solution, a light at the end of the tunnel.

working out religiously, eating healthier foods (and less food in general), drinking gallons upon gallons of water and still not budging in size/weight is the very definition of frustrating to me.

about two years ago i had a goiter, along with the entire right lobe of my thyroid, removed.  (btw, the correct pronunciation is "goiduh."  say it as if you're an old, jewish mother from long island.)  it was the size of a softball.  so i lost about a pound that day (woo hoo).

but since then, despite hundreds of dollars spent on a personal trainer and countless hours logged in the gym and aerobics room, i'm only down about 15 pounds.

so i ask you, WTF?!?!?!

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